Cigarettes didn’t phase me, cuts didn’t scare me, drugs didn’t need me but god I went an hour without you and I finally realized what addiction was like

She lost him but she found herself and somehow that was everything.

I remember when we were cuddling and I was holding you very tight and my arm started to get numb because it was underneath you. but I didn’t seem to mind. I didn’t move. I didn’t say a word. I didn’t want to pull away from you or from that moment. I didn’t care if my whole body started to feel numb because you were the first person that made me feel something.